Overwhelmed

I just feel like I am spinning in circles. I feel like I am getting nothing accomplished. We had such a good weekend, but now its back to reality. So many of you have been very helpful in researching ways for Greg and I to receive financial help for all of Truitt's medical costs. The trouble is, it is so very overwhelming applying for them all. I don't even know where to begin...

We are still awaiting an approval of medicade. It is now making our lives more stressful (as if we need that) because it is beginning to put many "important" things Truitt needs on hold. Such as therapy. There is no way we can afford to pay out of pocket for six therapies a month, but without insurance we don't have a choice. Today I had to cancel his physical and occupational therapy for the next couple of weeks hoping we can figure things out. Its a last resort. Something I had to do even though I know it is so critical for him right now. He needs it, but we can't afford to lose our house, cars, or sanity over it.

Money is evil. It is said that it should never control our lives, but oh how it does. Look at us, our sons future is being jeopardized because of money. I don't know what to do, or even what to say. But I am tired, worn out and mentally exhausted. So for today, this is how I feel. Hopefully tomorrow will bring me a better day, more strength, and the energy to keep fighting.